stRess !

01:23 a.m

vibrate~~

THAT person:

Sorry! Sleeping?

MY answer: 

No! I Was Doing A Research Whether Earth Is Round Or Not.

You Thought I Was Sleeping,Silly!

Well,basically Malaysian teens do active after midnight .

I do understand that .

But hey , Ko ingat sume orang camtu ke .?

Agak la kot time nak call org !

Kalau call tu just nak cakap ko tak bley nk tido .

Memang nak mintak penampar sedas dua la tu !

Agak la..aku ni budak sekolah lagi kot .

sleepy !

Anyway..To the beautiful YOU,

Sorry yea ! Peace No War .

p/s : Oleh kerana yakin yg insan tersebut tidak akan tahu yang aku kutuk dye .

        Maka aku berani kutuk dye kat sini . ngeh3~

Anemia & Hypotension

Hello !

Hari ni aku rasa macam concern pasal penyakit yg doctor mention masa aku kat hospital hari tu . So , aku

pun cari tahu la pasal penyakit tu . And…

Apa itu Anemia?

Ia adalah suatu keadaan di mana sel darah merah matang yang membawa oksigen ke seluruh tisu badan

Berkurangan . Fungsi ini dijalankan oleh protein yang dinamakan haemoglobin . Anaemia biasanya

bermaksud haemoglobin yang tidak mencukupi .

Punca :

1 . Kehilangan darah (akut atau kronik)

2 . Pembentukan sel darah merah yang tidak mencukupi dari tulang sum-sum.

     Mungkin disebabkan oleh :

       Kekurangan zat besi

       Kemusnahan sel darah berlebihan

Simptom :

       Keletihan

       Pening

       Sesak nafas apabila melalukan aktiviti fizikal

       Kulit pucat

       Kadar denyutan jantung yang cepat

       Kurang daya ingatan

       Kurang berat badan

Komplikasi :

       Kegagalan fungsi jantung

       Kematian

Sangat terkejut bila baca artikel penyakit ni . Sampai boleh bawa mati tu yang tak tahan . Tp ,sekarang

Aku dah sihat walaupun kadang2 still rasa juga lagi . Kena minum banyak air masak and amek vitamin .

Hye.!

Hari tu aku..erm , lost conscious tetibe!

Not so tetibe la ,

Aku biasa je rasa pening,letih,yawning yg sangat kerap & kadang rasa mcm palpitate waktu pagi .

Tp,aku takde la amek port sangat sebab aku rasa mcm tu semua benda biasa je bila lepas bangun tidur .

Biasa nye aku bley je tahan !

Tp hari tu terus..BLACKOUT !

Klinik pun tutup lagi jadi my mom amek alternatif laen dgn pergi klinik kerajaan je .

Dah nama pun kerajaan biasalah kalau ramai orang . Terpaksalah menunggu dan menunggu !

Treatment yg doctor bagi just masuk air dalam badan !

Malangnya,lepas doctor keluarkan jarum tu aku start rasa pening balik tp aku diam2 je la .

Kalau cakap pening balik , tak pasal dye cucuk lagi sekali !

Bila doctor check blood pressure , makin lama makin rendah . Sampai la 2^nd time BLACKOUT !

So,doctor suggest yg aku kena tahan dalam wad .

And selama 24 jam aku kena tahan wad aku mula merasakan symptom SAKIT JIWA !

Just imagine , kiri kanan depan belakang ! Atas bawah tak tahu la , semua nye dah dying kot .

Sejam sekali je , nurse datang cucuk la , amek darah la , check BP la mcm2 .

Sekali sedut ! Banyak mana la dah hilang .

Rasa mcm nak jerit kat dalam wad tu ckp “Aku pengsan je la , bukan nya nak MATI pun!!!”.

Again ! bley rasa je la , kalau buat betul2 mau doctor tu campak aku keluar bangunan .

Bersabar je la yg mampu .

Finally , sebelum balik doctor bagitau yang aku ada Anemia and Hypotension .

Sangat seronok masa tu sebab dapat balik rumah dah !

Pasal penyakit tu , besok2 je aku amek taw !

My Resolution

Assalamualaikum.

Birthdays for me are more than presents and well wishes.

My birthday month brings with it a chance to plan for new goals and reflect on accomplishments of the past year.The debt is shrinking,organization is all in the eye of the beholder and patience will always be a work in progress.

Actually,I’m afraid to even come up with a resolution because of my fear of failure.

I’ve never really been one for setting Birthday’s resolution.

The truth is,we’ne been told to set them,then inundated with all these facts and figures about why they don’t actually work – so what’s the point?

Thanks,previous year!

Looking back in time,I’d set out to fulfill some of the goals.

I do,however believe that every birthday is a chance to start fresh.

Maybe it’s because birthdays are a little more personal(and less of the “one size fits all” variety).

Either way,this is when I like to re-evaluate the “me” I’d like to see in the coming year.

I’m not going to give myself a time frame,though I’ll try to remember to check in on my list each year around my birthday.

What now?

Since last time went so well. I’m setting some stretch goals for the coming too.

1.Being kinder to others

Ok,so we all judge.I’m just really really good at it.I realize I can’t make this go away at the drop of the hat, but I know that if I make an attempt to be more aware of when I’m doing it, eventually I’ll slow it down – until it stops altogether.

2.Staring failure in the face

I’ve realized over the past that I’m petrified of being told “no”.Yet I know that all of those huge accomplishments come with the threat of being turned down.So if I’m not willing to experience that,I’ll be shutting the door to some really great experiences.

It’s time to go big or to go home.

I’ll choose to go big.

3.Being more grateful

It’s so easy to get caught up in how things aren’t going according to plan.But in the grand scheme of things I have it pretty great.i have a home,family and supportive friends and the chance to actually pursue something I’m passionate about.

How can I really be upset when I think about it that way?

4.Looking towards the possibilities

Staring at the “what is” of a situation is not so much fun.Looking at what is possible,on the other hand is magigal.Like driving past your dream and imagine what it feel like to board a plane bound for some great location that I’ve been adore.

This is where I want my focus to be for the next 365 days.

Onward,I say!

12 months from now,I’ll report back.

Thanks to everyone who contributed to my life back time.

orang GILA.!

Pfft..

Kalau rasa nak jadi gila pergi tempat lain la

jangan nak gila depan aku

xpasal jangkit.!

failures

Failures.!

The truth is,everyone fails at some point in their lifes.

But,        

Does everyone learn from their failures.?

Well,I’m one of a kind

Well we must let failures be our teachers.

Failures teach us that we are human.

Failures soften the hardened heart and keep it malleable

So that Allah can continue to shape us into His likeness.

Failures remind me that I am not perfect.

When I fall,

I’m humiliated.

At that time,rasa macam tak ada harapan.

Marah..sedih..geram..all mix together.!

But I’m also redeemed from self-grandiose.

I’m humbled.

That is the best place for Allah to exalt me

In His time and His way.

the Carnival

Assalamualaikum!

Well,today suppost to be a great day.

Tp,

Banyak pulak perkara malang yg jadi hari nih.

Pada aku malang la tapi orang lain tak tau la.

Firstly,

Awal pagi lagi suda ditimpa bala.

*MISS bas..

Bodoh.!Benda dah ada depan mata pun tak boleh nampak.Memang masin mulut ayah tak gosok gigi ape.Padan dengan muka aku tak pasal melayang RM 7.70.

Benda sekarang aku boleh accept kalau kata bas tu memang dah lama blah tinggal kitorang.Masalahnya, bas tu memang ada depan mata elok je aku kalih nak tengok plat dye..Zapp,kaki aku rasa macam keras. Oh My..should we go get for a new ticket.?ngee~.

*New Ticket

Giler,membazir tu dah la mahal kalau duit tiket tu buat lunch pun lepas kot plus bukan dye tengok pun waktu yang bas tu bertolak.Kalau pakai tiket lama pun boleh lepas je.Argghh,panasss.!Nasib bas ada air-cond baik punya sejuk.

*Sakit Perut

Memang terbaik la,macam nak tercabut je usus besar aku ni.Time tengah terdesak jugak la dye nk meragam.Yang sakit hati hati tu,punya la lama aku duk dalam toilet tu tapi habuk pun tak de.Si Nomie siap ingat aku dah pengsan dalam toilet tadi.Kat toilet jugak la jumpa ngan Shallaa & Kina.

Sudah sampai..Ah,sakit perut.!

*Tambang TEKSI mahal

Rasa nak maki je pakcik teksi nih..tapi memang aku dah maki pun dalam hati..nak mampus ke cakap kuat2,karang tak pasal dye boleh hantar tak jadi nak hantar pulak.Giler mahal kot tambang teksi dye tapi takpe,redha je la.!

*Bosan

Macam tu je ke program nye.?Serius aku rasa nak mejerit terjun dalam bendang tu je..Nasib kau sejuk mata memandang je bendang kalau tak dah lama aku jahanamkan.Aku ni baik punya from Taiping with Love ni je aku dapat.Aku dah la sakit perut,menggelabah nak cari toilet.Pfftt..

Say cheese..!Ini seronok

Wah..matured dah semuanya

Oldies

Action.!Kacau tak sampai 5 minit dah lenguh

*Claim la sangat

Banyak tu je dapat duit nye.Takpe2 aku sabar lagi sebab aku dah expect dah memang ada 2 possibility je sama ada tak dapat pape atau dapat tapi hampeh.Well,bersyukur je la.meski hati nih panas membara je berjemur tengah panas terik.

*Accident

Accident happen in the blink of an eye.Wah,aku rasa macam aku sedang berhalusinasi je. Tapi,damn it..benda ni real kot bukan imaginasi lagi dah.Habis la.

*Frust

Frust je nak maen bowling sebab dah full.Si Fifi siap beli air lagi sudah nye tak dapat maen.Tapi,aku takde la frust sangat sebab yela save sikit duit aku.Tak baek membazir sebab tukan amalan syaitan.Haha tapi Shida la kut nak menonggeng frust sebab dye yang beria ajak maen.

Haha..rasanya tu je la kot yang malang untuk hari ni tapi still ada yang Happy..

*Games

Wah..battle race car ngan nomie.Kamilah juara.!Pakai Auto boleh la.

Karaoke time..sumbat lagi ramai-2

Sampai cramp kaki punya tawaf Pacific

  

After all..

Help me..Dizzy